Walking down on a regular street and smelling the fresh scent of the spring, I think about how to go out of the mood I have in this moment. My steps are heavy and long. They go in one direction. I didn’t knew, where I was heading. In a second break, I realize that I like what I’m doing. Then I fall again into a deep feeling. Is it sadness? Is it dull? Is it you the reason that makes me feel like this? I can’t say that. Perhaps they I’m confused.
I didn’t knew what was happening to me. My mind was like an exploding bomb that blow and make a stunning dust. I know that sometimes I give people headaches, so I probably don’t want to do such a crime. So I was watching the cars passing by me, people who where going in different directions. They aren’t noticing me? Why? Am I an invisible person? Maybe we all are one to each other. A beautiful young lady get in to me and she didn’t apologized, I act very polite and got up the documents that she dropped when we hit each other... Probably I was invisible to her. Am I ironic?
But perhaps this is what we all feel on certain days of our lives. Maybe we're just some passers-by. We behave strangely with each other.
Perhaps everyone feels the same way I feel in this moment. Who knows? Or who cares?
I looked than back and saw some people who once called themselves friends. I then I’ve turned my back on them and went into the same unknown state of mind ... then suddenly I realize what is actually happening to me. I stoped walking. I was hit by the smell of leaving flowers that made my sinuses permanently drunk. It's spring fatigue. It is because of my unknown condition.
Now I calmed down. A smile lighted up my face witch was ground up earlier and looked up again. People where also changing. It seems everything has changed suddenly such as a plant that appears after a time from darkness ...
And that spring has almost arrived. Enjoy it. I can’t wait to get ready for first game of fishing. I haven’t said that in addition to writing and I also have this passion.
I hope I will convince my best friend to come with me. He has other passions witch I had also long time ago.
Suddenly I'm back from this rain of thoughts and walked again. I realized I wasn’t heading to an unknown direction. I realize that I was heading home...
But perhaps this is what we all feel on certain days of our lives. Maybe we're just some passers-by. We behave strangely with each other.
Perhaps everyone feels the same way I feel in this moment. Who knows? Or who cares?
I looked than back and saw some people who once called themselves friends. I then I’ve turned my back on them and went into the same unknown state of mind ... then suddenly I realize what is actually happening to me. I stoped walking. I was hit by the smell of leaving flowers that made my sinuses permanently drunk. It's spring fatigue. It is because of my unknown condition.
Now I calmed down. A smile lighted up my face witch was ground up earlier and looked up again. People where also changing. It seems everything has changed suddenly such as a plant that appears after a time from darkness ...
And that spring has almost arrived. Enjoy it. I can’t wait to get ready for first game of fishing. I haven’t said that in addition to writing and I also have this passion.
I hope I will convince my best friend to come with me. He has other passions witch I had also long time ago.
Suddenly I'm back from this rain of thoughts and walked again. I realized I wasn’t heading to an unknown direction. I realize that I was heading home...
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